I am in need of prayer. I am struggling spiritually, as well as struggling with my physical and mental health. Although I know what to do in terms of praying myself, I have not had the motivation to get back on track with God. I am struggling in the areas of forgiveness, anger, gluttony and finances. I am also still grieving over my fathers death in 2011 due to suicide. I know that God loves me and wants me to be happy, but I cannot find the strength to carry on what I need to at times and most days I feel like giving in. Please pray that I receive the strength God wants me to have as well as direction for my life.